Відео

This poem, your beautiful video to it and the warm hearted people commenting here, wow... reminds me of the way I hoped life to be when I was younger. Thank you for this unforeseen moment of light ❤️

I’ve tried to end it so many times. I couldn’t possibly remember all the mornings after. These weren’t half hearted attempts either I’ve downed 100s of pills 100s of times. Overdosed on every drug I could get me hands on. Fell asleep on train tracks. Fell asleep behind the wheel. Woke up in hospitals. Woke up in dumpsters. Woke up being assaulted. Eventually, I lost the ability to feel anything. I just don’t care anymore. I’m 5 months sober too. I couldn’t care less.

This was devastating, I'll never think about this again

I wrote a poem, in french. Avant de mourir

Someone I love made me watch this late at night, really high We both have our own bluebird, but I hope someday we could ease each other and be good together

Oh that's sad 😢

i watched this video a long time ago. this weekend, my neighbour, girl as old as me killed herself and it made me think of this video. today it randomly popped on my for you page again. i am so confused and sad, even though we haven’t known each other for long, it just hurts me deeply and makes me feel torn and shocked. i knew she wasn’t feeling well, but i just didn’t take the situation as serious as it was. i feel regret. i wish i would’ve just told her at least once, that i’d be truly there for her. that shes not alone. that i like her and that her feelings matter. im hurt for her, for the people she left behind, her best friend, her parents and her flatmates. if i ever notice someone going through the same hard times she did, i hope i will be quicker to act. faster to speak up.

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I don't really relate to because many times we don't hide the smile, we hide the pain and ourselves instead

Bukowski was the son of the gods.

What camera do you use for filming because in the bio there are 2 ?

"I saw the empty space in her eyes when she reached a stick and turned around to greet me, so we could play catch, but saw nothing but sky in my place" I broke. I had to pause the video I was crying so hard.

I was depressed a year or 2 ago and I thought about doing it too... This made me cry so hard, since I just realized that I didn't know this much could've happened with any9one around me. I thought about everyone missing me, but not this badly. I'm so happy I didn't do it.

Today has been hard. I know it's stupid, but I can't finish my major in physics because I feel like I'm not worth it, not able to do it. Everytime an exam is approaching, I lose all my focus and I become unable to to do anything. This is one of those days. Today my family was gathered for a lunch and I really couldn't go downstairs and watch them in the eye, knowing that in two days I'm going to have to fail them again, when I tell them I wasn't able to get through the exam. So I put makeup on and put on a nice dress, started listening to my favourite classical music and I started contemplating doing it. I don't know how, but I just wanted the pain in my head to go away. I just wanted my thoughts to stop clouding my brain. But I didn't have the strength. And then my dad called me, he said lunch was ready to be eaten downstairs. And I understood I couldn't do that to them, I couldn't destroy their hearts and lives because I'm afraid. I'm still blocked, I still don't know how to navigate this problem, but today I'm still alive. And I also understood that I do not want to end my life, but I want to start a new one

i just have two words to say thank you

I dont normally cry at stuff like this but well, this one got me

That’s beautiful I need it

I know nobody will read this , or even care but I have attempted suicide once and have been on the verge more times than I can count, I still feel miserable a lot throughout the day/night , have tried all the basics (medication, therapy, eating healthy, exercise ect) and even though it helps to an extent, it will never “fix” my depression, my mum always asks me if my depression is still there, people who don’t suffer depression just expect it to magically disappear, in my experience it doesn’t work like that, I’ll have good days/weeks if I’m lucky even a good month here and there but I am always coming back to feeling depressed and suicidal, I am afraid one day I will attempt it and it will work , but I’m trying my best

We have all being their I tried to kill myself

When you see a depressed person suddenly happy, nothing is right, because a suicidal person doesn't always look suicidal.

I remember that when I was a child my grandfather told me: "when I die I don't want you sad, you must be happy, rejoice, because I lived". When he died I couldn't keep this promise and still now, 8 years after his death, when I think about him, I can't keep it... he was like a father to me

You'd be so up sht creek if so

The morning after I tried to kill myself, I lay on the floor soaking in vomit. My circulation is shit, I can barely walk. It took me two days to get up on my own and four days to walk up stairs on my own. On the fifth day I went to school normally.

Why...? Why I feel this way? I'm not alone, I'm not unwanted or worthless (I hope). But I feel, I don't know... empty... lost, I can say... Why? If I've almost everything that I wish for, why I'm like this with all the world that surround me? Why I'm like this with myself? I just need why... I really don't know if I want to keep existing anymore, sometimes I think that I'm just a burden to the people near to me... I don't know, I really don't know why.

For the 1% who reads this. God want you to come to him and repent. He don't want that you kill yourself. He has a plan for you in this live. If you come to him and give your life to him he will give you strength to follow his plan with your live. I want to share this story that you can find in the Bible. ‭ Acts 16:23, 26-34 NKJV‬ [23] And when they had laid many stripes on them, they threw them into prison, commanding the jailer to keep them securely. [26] Suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and everyone’s chains were loosed. [27] And the keeper of the prison, awaking from sleep and seeing the prison doors open, supposing the prisoners had fled, drew his sword and was about to kill himself. [28] But Paul called with a loud voice, saying, “Do yourself no harm, for we are all here.” [29] Then he called for a light, ran in, and fell down trembling before Paul and Silas. [30] And he brought them out and said, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” [31] So they said, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.” [32] Then they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all who were in his house. [33] And he took them the same hour of the night and washed their stripes. And immediately he and all his family were baptized. [34] Now when he had brought them into his house, he set food before them; and he rejoiced, having believed in God with all his household.

Wanted to tell y'all about Jesus. He really loves you, you can't see Him. But you can feel Him. If you call on Him; Jesus 😊 He cares for you. He's the friend that will never leave you. People never understood me and I was really sad. But Jesus was always there, hugging me and caring for me 😊❤❤

The life insurance ad I got pre video wasn't helping things at all

I am 16, I don't know why I am here, I am usually a happy teen,but this is deep

There’s no point in all of this if you hate your life

I've survived twice but I still don't know whether it is a good thing that I did. Nothing has changed and probably never will. I wish there was just one day I was able to feel alive at all.

This video made me remember I am loved and there is no way the people I love could show it to me so I believed that I wasn’t loved this makes me know how much people I loved would actually miss me

This is heatrbreaking because i almost killed myself about a month ago

Some people who are suicidal don't want to die, they just want the pain to go away

Damn just.... damn. Thank You!!

I watched this video first when at that time i felt not worthy, useless,ugly and my self confidence was zero. when i was not living my life but just surviving. I hated everything about my body every part every little detail and even a slightest bad thing about me from people used to bother me so much that I used to cry every night. But then i slowly recovered and started feeling pretty. Now,yet again i am starting to feel stupid and not worthy this video showed up.

Im not gonna cry, IM NOT GONNA-*cries like a baby*

*It kills me sometimes , how people die* --someone

I was talked out of suicide 40 years ago. Sometimes I can go a couple days in a row without thinking about it. But for all that time, I've regretted it.

**“🫂Never forget what you started💞”**

I WILL MAKE IT ALL BACK IN ONE TRADE

I am the cancer that eats itself the rotting fruit left on the shelf.

Helium

I’m such a worthless waste I wouldn’t even leave a note. Anyone who discovered my action would nod in approval and throw a party. I’m sure everyone would be the happiest they’ve ever been because they know I won’t be coming.

I first watched this when I was 13 and now I'm already 17. I keep coming back to this whenever I'm at my lowest. Sometimes I thought 'Ah I've healed now. I got through it now', but it just keeps coming back. I dunno if I'll be able to completely escape from this dark and lonely cave.

I don't think my problems are that bad for me to feel this way. I have everything I need and want. I have everything, but I feel like I don't deserve anything. I'm tired but all I've been doing is rest, I'm sad but I keep isolating myself from the people that might make me forget the pain. Then I think that this is what I deserve, to feel bad and to feel unloved because I didn't appreciate the people who were there. I feel so pathetic for missing a person who I know can't be with me anymore. And I feel stupid for thinking my family doesn't care when they probably do. But they're just not my safe space to tell all this. Even when I did my brother forgot. I feel useless for sitting around, sleeping in my room all day, not eating the food that was prepared for me. I just want to disappear somewhere. I don't feel like dying or sleeping forever, I just want to be gone. But I know I can't so what the hell, I don't want to be in this cycle anymore.

This just really helped. I’m still in fear of living, but now I fear missing something beautiful

She must had made a wish to Bruce when he was accepting everyone's wish 😅 I don't want to die but death must be better than the nightmare life brings😢 If only it worked for me as it does for those around me😭

This really makes me think of “The view from halfway down” in Bojack Horseman

why tf is this on my “for you” page - as well as “how to get a girlfriend” guides I don’t need this stuff i swear

I remember listening to it now feels like I pulled through something with the help of others..