Відео

The morning after I tried to kill myself, I lay on the floor soaking in vomit. My circulation is shit, I can barely walk. It took me two days to get up on my own and four days to walk up stairs on my own. On the fifth day I went to school normally.

Why...? Why I feel this way? I'm not alone, I'm not unwanted or worthless (I hope). But I feel, I don't know... empty... lost, I can say... Why? If I've almost everything that I wish for, why I'm like this with all the world that surround me? Why I'm like this with myself? I just need why... I really don't know if I want to keep existing anymore, sometimes I think that I'm just a burden to the people near to me... I don't know, I really don't know why.

For the 1% who reads this. God want you to come to him and repent. He don't want that you kill yourself. He has a plan for you in this live. If you come to him and give your life to him he will give you strength to follow his plan with your live. I want to share this story that you can find in the Bible. ‭ Acts 16:23, 26-34 NKJV‬ [23] And when they had laid many stripes on them, they threw them into prison, commanding the jailer to keep them securely. [26] Suddenly there was a great earthquake, so that the foundations of the prison were shaken; and immediately all the doors were opened and everyone’s chains were loosed. [27] And the keeper of the prison, awaking from sleep and seeing the prison doors open, supposing the prisoners had fled, drew his sword and was about to kill himself. [28] But Paul called with a loud voice, saying, “Do yourself no harm, for we are all here.” [29] Then he called for a light, ran in, and fell down trembling before Paul and Silas. [30] And he brought them out and said, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” [31] So they said, “Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and you will be saved, you and your household.” [32] Then they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all who were in his house. [33] And he took them the same hour of the night and washed their stripes. And immediately he and all his family were baptized. [34] Now when he had brought them into his house, he set food before them; and he rejoiced, having believed in God with all his household.

Wanted to tell y'all about Jesus. He really loves you, you can't see Him. But you can feel Him. If you call on Him; Jesus 😊 He cares for you. He's the friend that will never leave you. People never understood me and I was really sad. But Jesus was always there, hugging me and caring for me 😊❤❤

The life insurance ad I got pre video wasn't helping things at all

I am 16, I don't know why I am here, I am usually a happy teen,but this is deep

There’s no point in all of this if you hate your life

I've survived twice but I still don't know whether it is a good thing that I did. Nothing has changed and probably never will. I wish there was just one day I was able to feel alive at all.

This video made me remember I am loved and there is no way the people I love could show it to me so I believed that I wasn’t loved this makes me know how much people I loved would actually miss me

This is heatrbreaking because i almost killed myself about a month ago

Some people who are suicidal don't want to die, they just want the pain to go away

Damn just.... damn. Thank You!!

I watched this video first when at that time i felt not worthy, useless,ugly and my self confidence was zero. when i was not living my life but just surviving. I hated everything about my body every part every little detail and even a slightest bad thing about me from people used to bother me so much that I used to cry every night. But then i slowly recovered and started feeling pretty. Now,yet again i am starting to feel stupid and not worthy this video showed up.

Im not gonna cry, IM NOT GONNA-*cries like a baby*

*It kills me sometimes , how people die* --someone

I was talked out of suicide 40 years ago. Sometimes I can go a couple days in a row without thinking about it. But for all that time, I've regretted it.

**“🫂Never forget what you started💞”**

I WILL MAKE IT ALL BACK IN ONE TRADE

I am the cancer that eats itself the rotting fruit left on the shelf.

Helium

I’m such a worthless waste I wouldn’t even leave a note. Anyone who discovered my action would nod in approval and throw a party. I’m sure everyone would be the happiest they’ve ever been because they know I won’t be coming.

I first watched this when I was 13 and now I'm already 17. I keep coming back to this whenever I'm at my lowest. Sometimes I thought 'Ah I've healed now. I got through it now', but it just keeps coming back. I dunno if I'll be able to completely escape from this dark and lonely cave.

I don't think my problems are that bad for me to feel this way. I have everything I need and want. I have everything, but I feel like I don't deserve anything. I'm tired but all I've been doing is rest, I'm sad but I keep isolating myself from the people that might make me forget the pain. Then I think that this is what I deserve, to feel bad and to feel unloved because I didn't appreciate the people who were there. I feel so pathetic for missing a person who I know can't be with me anymore. And I feel stupid for thinking my family doesn't care when they probably do. But they're just not my safe space to tell all this. Even when I did my brother forgot. I feel useless for sitting around, sleeping in my room all day, not eating the food that was prepared for me. I just want to disappear somewhere. I don't feel like dying or sleeping forever, I just want to be gone. But I know I can't so what the hell, I don't want to be in this cycle anymore.

This just really helped. I’m still in fear of living, but now I fear missing something beautiful

She must had made a wish to Bruce when he was accepting everyone's wish 😅 I don't want to die but death must be better than the nightmare life brings😢 If only it worked for me as it does for those around me😭

This really makes me think of “The view from halfway down” in Bojack Horseman

why tf is this on my “for you” page - as well as “how to get a girlfriend” guides I don’t need this stuff i swear

I remember listening to it now feels like I pulled through something with the help of others..

I could not listen to the end because of the irritating screeching playing in the background.

I'm starting to think Charles Bukowski is a poet for the Chicago/Seattle types. I prefer Terence Mckenna's "nobody knows anything" to Bukowski's "beware the preachers and knowers."

2 days left.. nice rendition for things that can happen

This video. i can't imagine waking up the morning after i killed myself and seeing simple things like my innocent little cat who always spends the whole night playing and annoying me and goes to sleep at 5: 30am after i feed him. His routine would get fucked up because i died and most importantly his life too, because no one would take care of him. Weird reason to stay alive, but omfg i get teary eyed thinking about him being all alone.

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

Why didn’t I learn this poem in school😭

. Jesus love you so much … please don’t end your life🥺😓, life is so hard I know beloved , you matter so much to God that he sent his son for you he sent his son for the world , it’s not easy many times I though of suicide but don’t give into it 😞 Jesus loves you so much never forget that I love you I’m not here to forced anything or anyone on you but I just wanna Let you know Jesus loves you so much Psalm 34:18 New International Version 18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. I didn’t say much but Jesus is enough I love you all Jesus is the way and truth and the life and he is pure joy there may be times you feel sad and that’s completely understandable Psalm 56:8 New Living Translation 8 You keep track of all my sorrows.[a] You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book. If you wanna accept precious Jesus into your life as Lord and personal Saviour let’s do it now Dear God, I come to You in the Name of Jesus, I admit that I am not right with You, and I want to be right with You. I ask You to forgive me of all my sins. The Bible says if I confess with my mouth that “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in my heart that God raised Him from the dead, I will be saved I give myself to you. I receive your forgiveness and ask you to take your rightful place in my life as my Savior and Lord. Come reign in my heart, fill me with your love and your life, and help me to become a person who is truly loving-a person like you. Restore me, Jesus. I am a sinner I am willing by your help and your strength to turn from my sins I believe o God that Jesus died and that you have risen him up 3 days later I pray that you may come and guide my life through the Holy Spirit in Jesus name amen Matthew 7:7-8 Open menu New International Version Open menu Ask, Seek, Knock 7 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. James 4:8-10 New International Version 8 Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9 Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10 Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up. John 14:6 New International Version Open menu 6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 1 Chronicles 16:11 New International Version 11 Look to the Lord and his strength;
 seek his face always. For those with anxiety, paranoia or experiencing a panic attack or traumatic experience or suicidal thoughts or anything troubling First I wanna say if ur not following God please come to him and accept Jesus in your heart Matthew 11:28 New International Version 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Isaiah 41:10 New International Version 10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. Isaiah 41:10 (NIV) I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Proverbs 3:5-6 New International Version 5 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; 6 in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.[a] Isaiah 43:18-19 New International Version (NIV) “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland. 1 Peter 5:7 New International Version 7 Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Philippians 4:19 King James Version 19 But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7 New International Version 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 1 Peter 5:6-7: Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. John 14:27: Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid. 2 Timothy 1:7: For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control. Psalm 55:22: Cast your burden on the Lord, and he will sustain you; he will never permit the righteous to be moved. Hebrews 13:6: So we can confidently say, “The Lord is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?” Joshua 1:9: Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” Matthew 6:34: “Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble. Proverbs 3:5-6: Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. You are not alone Child you are not alone God is always there and forgives you when you come to true repentance if he don’t remember it no more neither should you✨ he will help you move on and even forget , keep praying and remember make God your refuge because he is your safe place he is a refuge to those who trust in him I love you but Jesus loves you more The key to being mentally strong is to realize that our strength does not come from within us, it comes from God. “The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer, my God, my strength in whom I will trust…” (Ps. 18:2). No matter what happens, put your faith in God and trust that He will take care of you. I love u all

music too loud

unsure who said it but...."death is not the greatest loss in our lives. the greatest loss is what dies inside us, while we live"

I really wanted to hear this story, but the music the piano was so loud drowed out the words, I tried to up the sound but it made the music piano overlay louder, I would love to hear his with music in the background not so loud...... such an important message needs to be heard

this would be so beautiful as a song

To make propaganda you make gmail accounts and you click on youre videos you want and remember they use medics for bad stuff to

But what do you do... when you don't want to finish what you started?? I'm just to tired to stay... but just to scared to leave😢

This is beautiful and very deep.

This poem touches my soul. In all my struggles growing up and being in the military, I can honestly say this is who I am now. Scared to show the vulnerable side! Hurt by the ones closest. Yet you never let the innocent bluebird inside die ❤

This is so beautiful it made me tear up

this always be my comfort video.. whenever i feel life is sucks:( everyone, please be happy..

I miss my wife

Too sad to watch.

Im 13 & around February of last year (2023), there was a day in that month that i thought i lost everything. That was the closest i came to taking my life. Ive been struggling with mental health issues for a number of years now, which has always been odd to me because i dont have anything to really worry about if you look at my life on the outside. I have loving parents, & overall family, good friends, good grades, ive done sports since i was around 4, & i grew up as a really bubbly & cheerful kid that just wanted to explore the world. But if you look at it from my perspective, it's far more different. I moved from my hometown in late 2022 due to my dad's job, mere months after i started middle school & met a bunch of amazing students & teachers & felt like i had my life together despite my mental health problems. It took a month of me being gone for all of my newer friends to drop me & move on. The only friend who really stuck with me is my current best friend. I moved 2000 miles away to an (overall) more dangerous state with horrible education (which did not help me mentally since all ive ever really valued about myself is my academic experience & capabilities) & with that, got sent to a HORRIBLE school (which right now the gym teacher from that school is in jail right now 💀) that had me on the brink of killing myself until the last day. I was isolated where i lived with nobody i knew, so i resorted to social media to give myself a social outlet. I met a bunch of people around my age online, we made a group chat, & they were my social life for a while. They were my saviors. But then i lost contact with them from technical issues. I sat on my bed when i got home from school & stared at my phone. In that moment i felt more hopeless than any human ever should. I had been hanging on, not for myself but for my family & friends & all of it went in vain. I didnt care anymore. The last thing i wanted in that moment was to be alive & breathing & if i hadn't snapped out of that, i would've ended my life that night. But i pushed through to regain contact with them. But that feeling of hopelessness & dread & just depression is a feeling i wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy. & to those that somehow live through it every day? You, in my eyes, are the world's strongest soldiers that have ever walked the earth. Thank you for staying, & please keep staying. We need people with your will & strength. ❤

Song?

this being recommended to me after i attempted suicide is crazy